I don't know exactly why , when or how but for some reason my moods can change drastically and spasmodically. I can go from a jovial talkative person to a pessimistic globe of cynicism in like five seconds flat and I don't want to be like this but I don't know what it is or how to control it. I think my friends notice it too and It's not always out of nowhere. I find myself being pissed off by the smallest things such as someone just saying my name or looking at me and I erupt into this big f'n tantrum. I don't know what to do or what it is. I guess i'm crazy or something , whatever.........
